I fall off the map when I can. I don't respond to my phone when I can't. I disengage, don't play the game, I take gaps. Leave my place, take a break, before I come back. Rest, don't exist, when I rest, my thoughts go blank. I disappear, I'm not there, I go away. I go away. I go away. I go away. I go away. I go away. I go away. I go away.

(MmmmMmmmMmmm) Time to disappear.
(MmmmMmmmMmmm) I am not there.
(MmmmMmmmMmmm) Time to disappear.
(MmmmMmmmMmmm) I am not there.

I get overloaded, I need to slow it down so fast. I get overwhelmed by the amount of goals that I set up for myself, feel like there is no more going back. No more going back. No more going back. [2X]

Too many hells are appearing all at once. Don't know how to handle all this shit, I'm so fucked. Won't get out alive this time, out of luck. I'm really done for real this time.

(MmmmMmmmMmmm) Time to disappear.
(MmmmMmmmMmmm) I am not there.
(MmmmMmmmMmmm) I had to disappear.
(MmmmMmmmMmmm) I'm sorry but I can't be there.

I'm sorry but I can't be there. Gotta do it for myself, had to disappear.

Not there, empty beach chair, umbrella likely. Lemon rimmed iced tea. You can't find me. I'm gone. You miss it. The chance: you missed it. Absent, established, can't have it, listen.

Track it down, can't be found. Track it down, can't be found. Track it. Track it. Track it. Track it down, can't be found. Last known whereabouts paramount.

Approach it, it's gone, like liquid in sun, like gift is in box, but when you open, it's not. Approach it, it's gone, like liquid in sun, like gift is in box, but when you open, it's not. It's not.

Trade my tunnel vision for an open space. Tap into the place of the chosen ways. See the whole line of my sight as it's shown to me, remembering those little things I thought were thrown away. Probably thought that I forgot but it's all right here. Finally clear the fog, so it's showing clear. Lost the ambiguity, know how I feel. Lost the ambiguity, know how I feel.

Blank spot in my vision.
Blank spot in my vision.
Blank spot in my vision. Somethings missing. Search like I'm fishing in a lake with nothing in it. My brain kept splitting like it's some sort of division 'tween the center of my atoms: nuclear fission. So efficient at forgetting 'bout the mission, I dismiss it 'cause I get another vision of my endless premonitions. Superstitious, I'm at a loss of words, see something so beautiful it's absurd, turns out it's gasoline in a puddle at the curb.
My mind playing tricks like magicians on me word.

Blank spot in my vision. Somethings missing. Search like I'm fishing in a lake with nothing in it. My brain kept splitting like it's some sort of division 'tween the center of my atoms: nuclear fission.

What is it: This thing that I was looking for? Can't remember anymore. It's just a feeling that I'm chasing, hope it isn't misdirected, hope this effort isn't wasted.

Blank spot in my vision.
Blank spot in my vision. Somethings missing.
Blank spot in my vision. Somethings missing. Search like I'm fishing in a lake with nothing in it. My brain kept splitting like it's some sort of division 'tween the center of my atoms: nuclear fission. So efficient at forgetting 'bout the mission, I dismiss it 'cause I get another vision of my endless premonitions.